Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Tired

I'm tired.

Tired of trying.

Tired of being kicked whenever I'm down.
Tired of hearing about everyone's problems while keeping my own stuck in my gut.
I'm tired of being so anxious and paranoid.
I'm tired of not drinking.
Tired of politics and revolution.
I'm tired of caring and being responsible.
I'm tired of waiting for the end to come.
I'm tired of consumerism.
I'm tired of giving a shit.
I'm tired of going unnoticed.
I'm tired of work.
I'm tired of poverty, my own and the worlds.
I'm tired of pretending to be happy.
I'm tired of pretending to be sad.
I'm tired of my post modernist philosophy, but I'm tired of yours as well.
I'm tired of Exxon Mobile.
I'm tired of my lack of ambition.
I'm tired of stale music.
Tired of ego maniacal 17 year olds.
I'm tired of un bent hat rims.
I'm tired of the Yankees.
I'm tired of lame jokes.
I'm tired of blowouts.
I'm tired of bad drivers.
I'm tired of attitudes.
I'm tired of my life.
I'm tired of holidays.
I'm tired of writing.